so as everyone knows, i am a huge sigur rós fan...
so only natural that when bored and playing around with photoshop i come up with this.....
20080824
sigur ros
20080804
Writing
Wrote 10 pages on word today. And then deleted the whole thing because I didnt like it.
Writers block sucks.
Writers block sucks.
20080715
Yay for writing!
I wrote again tonight. Took me 3 bloody hours. But I have a good 2000 word story. Yay.
And I'm so proud of myself because its something different to what I usually write. Yay again.
And no, you cant see it. I'm not ready for that yet. Well, I'm not ready for people I know to see it yet anyway. haha.
What I will say though, is that I need a guy. lol.
And I'm so proud of myself because its something different to what I usually write. Yay again.
And no, you cant see it. I'm not ready for that yet. Well, I'm not ready for people I know to see it yet anyway. haha.
What I will say though, is that I need a guy. lol.
20080321
The art of driving a giant, nuclear powered duck
1. Where is the person you need most right now?: damned if i freaking know...
3. Do you like poptarts?: not really, no.
4. Where will you be 12 hours from now?: working at The Hotel.
5. Is it easy for others to make you feel intimidated?: sometimes
6. Do you know what you are going to wear tomorrow?: clothes, i presume.
7. Where's your girlfriend/boyfriend at?: at his house i'm guessing...
8. Are you on a desktop or laptop?: desktop - unfortunately. (i want my macbook!!!)
9. Does anyone hate you for no reason?: i would hope not.
10. Can you make yourself cry?: yeah. haha. its awesome. =D
11. What are you planning to do today?: the day is almost over. i read a 300+ page book from like 4 till an hour ago. so basically...i did nothing productive, to escape thinking. it was awesome. i highly recommend it.
12. Play an instrument?: nope.
13. Would you go back in time if you were given the chance?: depends, where would i go?
14. What are your favorite colors?: silver & black & white
16. Where did you get the underwear you are wearing right now?: that one shop in that place. (yes, i do infact know where i got it from. no, i'm not telling you.)
17. Have you ever kissed someone whose name starts with an R?: why yes i have. and thank god i came to my senses and got over THAT.
18. Have you ever passed out?: once. it was not fun.
19. What are you doing tomorrow?: working allllll day, and then going to church. and thats it. how amazingly boring.
20. Are you easily confused?: it depends on the subject
21. Do you think you would make a good wife/husband?: i hope so.
22. What's your favorite kind of ice cream?: the kind that has chocolate in it. lots and lots of chocolate. with chocolate toppings.
23. Do you like coffee?: no, i LOVE coffee. =D
24. Do you like summer?: no, much more of a fall person.
25. Have you ever liked someone who treated you like crap?: yes, refer to question 17.
26. Is your current hair color mostly your natural hair color?: no... i'm trying to grow it out. so its mostly fading dye.
27. What color are your socks?: barefooted
28. Where were you at 8am this morning?: sleeping. (hallelujah for time off!)
29. Do you fall for people easily?: hmmm... do i? i dont think so.
30. Everything happens for a reason?: yeah. unless its happening to me and the reasons are unfathomable. then its just God hating me.
31. Have you ever dated someone more than once?: no.
32. Who have you texted in the last 24 hours?: uhhhh.... stan, kay, ju, parentals and uhmm.... thats it. i think.
33. Last thing you got in the mail?: spam, stuff from facebook & xanga
34. What is your current crave?: hmmmmmmmmm... its not fit for a public forum. ;P
35. What color nail polish is on your toes?: transparent
36. Do you find members of the preferred sex confusing?: hell yes!
37. When is the last time you saw number 2 on your top friends?: cant remember who's my number 2 on my top friends.
38. What are you listening to right now?: maroon 5
39. How has the week been?: exciting / disappointing / boring / sad / happy / hopeful / i-dont-even-know
40. What do you like about the person you like?: haha
41. Is there something you wish you could tell someone but can't?: yes...(dear you, do you know how much i want to hit you sometimes? or yell at you? do you know how much i hate the version of "me" you make me be? do you care.......?)
42. What are your biggest turn offs?: arrogance & stupidity
43. Favorite shirt to wear?: lots
44. Favorite drink?: hmmmmmmmmm... coffee, iced tea & vodka! haha
45. Do you prefer being single or taken?: it depends..... each has its own perks... i dunno i guess...
46.
Who is your best friend and why?: kay & stan & ju. each for varying reasons.
48. Last person to say 'I love you' to you?: kay i think
49. Would you kiss the last person you kissed again?: uhmmmmm
50. How long has it been since you kissed someone? way too long
51. Do you like your best friend's girlfriend/boyfriend? uhmm... alex is nice, dont really know natasha but i'm guessing she's cool too, & i love riv (lol)!
52. Have you ever liked the same person as your friend? not that i remember
53. What are your plans for this week/weekend? working tomorrow, then church, no idea whats happening sunday. i'm predicting another supremely boring day though.
54. What is your favourite line from the last book you read? the last book i read was read purely for the purpose of not thinking, therefore i remember no specific lines from it. (Everyone Worth Knowing, its good though)
55. Who is the sweetest friend you have? Hmm... they're all sweet in their own rights, i cant pick just one.
56. What are you listening to now? Outkast
57. What was the last movie you saw in theaters? 27 Dresses. It was awesome. I loved it.
58. What is your favourite thing about someone you dislike? Cant pick a person...
59. What is your least favorite thing about someone you love? Hmmm... the ability to do absolutely anything and not give a damn what anyone thinks
60. Have you ever truly thought you knew who you were going to marry? I thought I did... but obviously not. lol.
61. How long was your longest relationship? lol my current?
62. Have you ever dated your best friend? no
63. Say something nice about your siblings? uhmm... he can be uber sweet when he wants to be
64. What is your favorite name? shameless plugging... haha....
65. If you could be any age, how old would you be? 21.
66. What is the stupidest thing you've ever done? uhhh... nothing truly truly stupid... but there are a few things i'd rather not've.
57. Why did you last cry? its been a while. purely out of self control reasons though. haha. i'm so proud of me.
68. What made you angry today? oh, you dont wanna know.
69. What made you happy today? today was just a crap day, made crappier by the fact that i felt sick.
70. Do you have one friend that you love more than anyone? yes
71. What was the last compliment you received? honestly? it was so long ago that i dont even remember it.
72. What was the last thing you and your mom talked about? family stuff.
73. Who is your oldest friend(age-wise)? either stan or liv, cant remember whose older at the moment.
74. Who is your youngest friend? uhmm...liney? i think... i cant remember if there's anyone younger than her.
75. Who made you smile today? *shrugs*
76. What time did you wake up today? nearly noon (again, hallelujah for time off!)
77. Do you have any classes today? nope
78. What color are your parents' eyes? uberly dark brown i think
79. Do you want to be single or taken right now? haha. haha. haha.
3. Do you like poptarts?: not really, no.
4. Where will you be 12 hours from now?: working at The Hotel.
5. Is it easy for others to make you feel intimidated?: sometimes
6. Do you know what you are going to wear tomorrow?: clothes, i presume.
7. Where's your girlfriend/boyfriend at?: at his house i'm guessing...
8. Are you on a desktop or laptop?: desktop - unfortunately. (i want my macbook!!!)
9. Does anyone hate you for no reason?: i would hope not.
10. Can you make yourself cry?: yeah. haha. its awesome. =D
11. What are you planning to do today?: the day is almost over. i read a 300+ page book from like 4 till an hour ago. so basically...i did nothing productive, to escape thinking. it was awesome. i highly recommend it.
12. Play an instrument?: nope.
13. Would you go back in time if you were given the chance?: depends, where would i go?
14. What are your favorite colors?: silver & black & white
16. Where did you get the underwear you are wearing right now?: that one shop in that place. (yes, i do infact know where i got it from. no, i'm not telling you.)
17. Have you ever kissed someone whose name starts with an R?: why yes i have. and thank god i came to my senses and got over THAT.
18. Have you ever passed out?: once. it was not fun.
19. What are you doing tomorrow?: working allllll day, and then going to church. and thats it. how amazingly boring.
20. Are you easily confused?: it depends on the subject
21. Do you think you would make a good wife/husband?: i hope so.
22. What's your favorite kind of ice cream?: the kind that has chocolate in it. lots and lots of chocolate. with chocolate toppings.
23. Do you like coffee?: no, i LOVE coffee. =D
24. Do you like summer?: no, much more of a fall person.
25. Have you ever liked someone who treated you like crap?: yes, refer to question 17.
26. Is your current hair color mostly your natural hair color?: no... i'm trying to grow it out. so its mostly fading dye.
27. What color are your socks?: barefooted
28. Where were you at 8am this morning?: sleeping. (hallelujah for time off!)
29. Do you fall for people easily?: hmmm... do i? i dont think so.
30. Everything happens for a reason?: yeah. unless its happening to me and the reasons are unfathomable. then its just God hating me.
31. Have you ever dated someone more than once?: no.
32. Who have you texted in the last 24 hours?: uhhhh.... stan, kay, ju, parentals and uhmm.... thats it. i think.
33. Last thing you got in the mail?: spam, stuff from facebook & xanga
34. What is your current crave?: hmmmmmmmmm... its not fit for a public forum. ;P
35. What color nail polish is on your toes?: transparent
36. Do you find members of the preferred sex confusing?: hell yes!
37. When is the last time you saw number 2 on your top friends?: cant remember who's my number 2 on my top friends.
38. What are you listening to right now?: maroon 5
39. How has the week been?: exciting / disappointing / boring / sad / happy / hopeful / i-dont-even-know
40. What do you like about the person you like?: haha
41. Is there something you wish you could tell someone but can't?: yes...
42. What are your biggest turn offs?: arrogance & stupidity
43. Favorite shirt to wear?: lots
44. Favorite drink?: hmmmmmmmmm... coffee, iced tea & vodka! haha
45. Do you prefer being single or taken?: it depends..... each has its own perks... i dunno i guess...
46.
Who is your best friend and why?: kay & stan & ju. each for varying reasons.
48. Last person to say 'I love you' to you?: kay i think
49. Would you kiss the last person you kissed again?: uhmmmmm
50. How long has it been since you kissed someone? way too long
51. Do you like your best friend's girlfriend/boyfriend? uhmm... alex is nice, dont really know natasha but i'm guessing she's cool too, & i love riv (lol)!
52. Have you ever liked the same person as your friend? not that i remember
53. What are your plans for this week/weekend? working tomorrow, then church, no idea whats happening sunday. i'm predicting another supremely boring day though.
54. What is your favourite line from the last book you read? the last book i read was read purely for the purpose of not thinking, therefore i remember no specific lines from it. (Everyone Worth Knowing, its good though)
55. Who is the sweetest friend you have? Hmm... they're all sweet in their own rights, i cant pick just one.
56. What are you listening to now? Outkast
57. What was the last movie you saw in theaters? 27 Dresses. It was awesome. I loved it.
58. What is your favourite thing about someone you dislike? Cant pick a person...
59. What is your least favorite thing about someone you love? Hmmm... the ability to do absolutely anything and not give a damn what anyone thinks
60. Have you ever truly thought you knew who you were going to marry? I thought I did... but obviously not. lol.
61. How long was your longest relationship? lol my current?
62. Have you ever dated your best friend? no
63. Say something nice about your siblings? uhmm... he can be uber sweet when he wants to be
64. What is your favorite name? shameless plugging... haha....
65. If you could be any age, how old would you be? 21.
66. What is the stupidest thing you've ever done? uhhh... nothing truly truly stupid... but there are a few things i'd rather not've.
57. Why did you last cry? its been a while. purely out of self control reasons though. haha. i'm so proud of me.
68. What made you angry today? oh, you dont wanna know.
69. What made you happy today? today was just a crap day, made crappier by the fact that i felt sick.
70. Do you have one friend that you love more than anyone? yes
71. What was the last compliment you received? honestly? it was so long ago that i dont even remember it.
72. What was the last thing you and your mom talked about? family stuff.
73. Who is your oldest friend(age-wise)? either stan or liv, cant remember whose older at the moment.
74. Who is your youngest friend? uhmm...liney? i think... i cant remember if there's anyone younger than her.
75. Who made you smile today? *shrugs*
76. What time did you wake up today? nearly noon (again, hallelujah for time off!)
77. Do you have any classes today? nope
78. What color are your parents' eyes? uberly dark brown i think
79. Do you want to be single or taken right now? haha. haha. haha.
20080312
Paying idiots
I've really been wondering if guests at hotels realize how much we (the staff) are swearing at them in our heads sometimes. Which, let me tell you... is quite alot. At least it was for me today... haha. I think I yelled at guests in my head at least 9 times today. And those are just the times I remember...
Lets start with the idiots who conveniently ignore the four (count 'em - one, two, three, four. FOUR.) ashtrays on each and every table in the casino and insist on butting out their ciggies and spitting their chewing gum on the carpets. They're bloody carpets, people! They're meant to walk on, not for you to dump your trash on. Do you know how freaking hard it is to get shite like that out of carpets? Someone should make you sit around and clean that up. How hard is it to walk five (at most!) bloody steps to get to an ashtray?
Next we have the idiots who ask me about a million times for drinks. Despite the fact that I don't wear a too-short black skirt and black blouse with a huge ass black bow, more make-up than the average hooker and walk around carrying a tray with drinks. I instead wear a white shirt and black pants, no make-up and walk around carrying a little black basket to put trash in. If you insist on trying to peep into my basket for non-existent drinks I will give you a good bloody look at all trash your lovely friends just made me clean up. It is not my job to get you drinks or to take your empty glasses. If you insist on asking me for a drink the most I can do is find a server-chick and tell her to come to you and if she doesn't come fast enough for thy high and mighty self, there is absolutely nothing I can do about it. Glaring at me will get you nowhere.
To the guys who leave your ciggies burning in the ashtrays - yes, I realize that you probably just paid my salary in one bet. But its not that bloody hard to put your damn cigarettes out before you leave them in the ashtrays. If you can light it, you can damn well put it out. Oh, and to the fake-ass ladies who glare at me when I put the ashtrays down where they're supposed to go - we have a set up. I'm putting the ashtrays where they're supposed to be, in other words, I'm doing my damn job. If you have a problem with where the ashtrays are move them your goddamn self. Do not glare and tut me. And dont click your tongue at me either, I'm not a freaking animal who will get scared and do your bidding at a click of your tongue.
Ms. I'm-so-nice-five-dollar-tipper - I DONT WANT YOUR $5 CHIP! You probably think you're being so freaking nice and appreciative, and that your little $5 tip will make you a saint. It freaking wont. Matter of fact its downright insulting, I'm worth more than $5 thank you very freaking much. If you were really nice and appreciative you'd hand over one of the dozens of $100 chips you have in your freakishly manicured hand. And Mr. I'll-just-stick-my-hands-wherever - a little thing called privacy. You might wanna look it up. There are certain things in life I do NOT wanna see, and you sticking your hands inside the back of your pants and doing God-knows-what is very high up on the list. If it cannot wait, find a freaking toilet, they're only located every few yards or so.
And finally.... to the unmannerly ass who tried to spit in the ashtray while it was in my hand - mother fucking unmannerly mainlander couth! You do not spit in an ashtray when someone's holding it! Matter of fact, you do not spit in ashtrays at all. Ashtrays are not for spitting in! Especially when they're held in someone else's hands! I suggest you go to Beijing and attend some classes they're giving in manners. I'm pretty sure they had people like you in mind when they decided to hold them.
Done. I feel better. Dont you just envy my job? *rolls eyes*
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Now playing: Ryan Cabrera - True
via FoxyTunes
Lets start with the idiots who conveniently ignore the four (count 'em - one, two, three, four. FOUR.) ashtrays on each and every table in the casino and insist on butting out their ciggies and spitting their chewing gum on the carpets. They're bloody carpets, people! They're meant to walk on, not for you to dump your trash on. Do you know how freaking hard it is to get shite like that out of carpets? Someone should make you sit around and clean that up. How hard is it to walk five (at most!) bloody steps to get to an ashtray?
Next we have the idiots who ask me about a million times for drinks. Despite the fact that I don't wear a too-short black skirt and black blouse with a huge ass black bow, more make-up than the average hooker and walk around carrying a tray with drinks. I instead wear a white shirt and black pants, no make-up and walk around carrying a little black basket to put trash in. If you insist on trying to peep into my basket for non-existent drinks I will give you a good bloody look at all trash your lovely friends just made me clean up. It is not my job to get you drinks or to take your empty glasses. If you insist on asking me for a drink the most I can do is find a server-chick and tell her to come to you and if she doesn't come fast enough for thy high and mighty self, there is absolutely nothing I can do about it. Glaring at me will get you nowhere.
To the guys who leave your ciggies burning in the ashtrays - yes, I realize that you probably just paid my salary in one bet. But its not that bloody hard to put your damn cigarettes out before you leave them in the ashtrays. If you can light it, you can damn well put it out. Oh, and to the fake-ass ladies who glare at me when I put the ashtrays down where they're supposed to go - we have a set up. I'm putting the ashtrays where they're supposed to be, in other words, I'm doing my damn job. If you have a problem with where the ashtrays are move them your goddamn self. Do not glare and tut me. And dont click your tongue at me either, I'm not a freaking animal who will get scared and do your bidding at a click of your tongue.
Ms. I'm-so-nice-five-dollar-tipper - I DONT WANT YOUR $5 CHIP! You probably think you're being so freaking nice and appreciative, and that your little $5 tip will make you a saint. It freaking wont. Matter of fact its downright insulting, I'm worth more than $5 thank you very freaking much. If you were really nice and appreciative you'd hand over one of the dozens of $100 chips you have in your freakishly manicured hand. And Mr. I'll-just-stick-my-hands-wherever - a little thing called privacy. You might wanna look it up. There are certain things in life I do NOT wanna see, and you sticking your hands inside the back of your pants and doing God-knows-what is very high up on the list. If it cannot wait, find a freaking toilet, they're only located every few yards or so.
And finally.... to the unmannerly ass who tried to spit in the ashtray while it was in my hand - mother fucking unmannerly mainlander couth! You do not spit in an ashtray when someone's holding it! Matter of fact, you do not spit in ashtrays at all. Ashtrays are not for spitting in! Especially when they're held in someone else's hands! I suggest you go to Beijing and attend some classes they're giving in manners. I'm pretty sure they had people like you in mind when they decided to hold them.
Done. I feel better. Dont you just envy my job? *rolls eyes*
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Now playing: Ryan Cabrera - True
via FoxyTunes
20080123
New Story!
So I finally have an idea for a new story... well, its not really an idea. Its more like... the first four lines of the story.
All I have right now is -
1. The first four lines.
2. The male lead's name starts with a J. He's quirky.
3. Its gonna be a few chapters.
4. The last line, sort of.
Other than that I'm lost. I need to figure out what I want to happen and how and why... But I'm excited that I have an idea!
Any helpful ideas would be appreciated. =D
All I have right now is -
1. The first four lines.
2. The male lead's name starts with a J. He's quirky.
3. Its gonna be a few chapters.
4. The last line, sort of.
Other than that I'm lost. I need to figure out what I want to happen and how and why... But I'm excited that I have an idea!
Any helpful ideas would be appreciated. =D
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20080101
Happy 2008!
"Regret comes in all shapes and sizes.
Some are small , like when we do a bad thing, for a good reason.
Some are bigger, like when we let down a friend.
Some of us escape the pains of regret by making the right choice.
Some of us have little time for regret, because we're looking forward to the future.
Sometimes we have to fight to come to terms with the past.
And sometimes we bury our regret, by promising to change our ways.
But our biggest regrets are not for the things we did... but the things we didn't do."
Some are small , like when we do a bad thing, for a good reason.
Some are bigger, like when we let down a friend.
Some of us escape the pains of regret by making the right choice.
Some of us have little time for regret, because we're looking forward to the future.
Sometimes we have to fight to come to terms with the past.
And sometimes we bury our regret, by promising to change our ways.
But our biggest regrets are not for the things we did... but the things we didn't do."
I hope that I'll be as honest with myself, and others in 2008 as I was in 2007. Because, that last line, it really is one of the truest things on Earth. And not having to regret feels refreshing.
New year, new start. Here's to the future, and all it has to offer.
New year, new start. Here's to the future, and all it has to offer.
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Now playing: Audioslave - Doesn't Remind Me
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